Encounters with an Agnostic

Is God real?

Is the Bible telling the truth?

Is there a heaven?

Do I really hear God or am I just talking to myself?

This and many other similar questions were forced to surface in my mind again as I had a conversation with an agnostic friend. I have been forced to evaluate my beliefs which I’ve had for years and had never questioned. It felt like 15 years ago all over again when my beliefs were questioned by another agnostic friend. Only that time, I didn’t had the answers and I was forced to seek for them.

This time, I do have the answers. And though they may not satisfy his curious and wandering mind, my faith will nonetheless, never be shaken.

For you see, it is not a question of how I can prove that God exist. It is not a question of how I can be certain that I am not merely crazy for claiming that God can speak to me directly. Whatever intellectual question is thrown at me will no longer faze me.

I am intelligent. And I am wise. And if believing in God makes me look like a fool, then so be it.

For what I have now is an experience, an encounter, that no one can take away. I may not be as deeply rooted in all the intellectual stuff concerning the Bible, if God exists, etc. (despite having finished a year-long Bible course) but I am deeply rooted in my faith simply because I have encountered Him.

It is an encounter that transcends human knowledge – that bewilders human intellect. It is an encounter that is so personal, I know for a fact it is real.

And nothing anyone says can take that away.

The Evolution of Man

 

 

I had volunteered myself to write a paper originally focusing on the discourses surrounding the origin of humans. Later I re-organized the idea to focus more on the discourses on the origins of human life. Growing up as a Christian – a devout one at that – and with a scientific background, I cannot dismiss the theory of evolution as lightly as other Christians do. To me, to be able to prove the literal translation of the Genesis account is one which would highly impact my faith. It would not nullify my belief in God, He has done so much to prove to me His existence, but it would have serious implications as to how he did create the world and what he would have wanted or why he did it in such a manner.

To find out the truth would not mean dismissal of who God is or what He did. He would forever remain the Creator to me – the loving Creator who has a special place for me on earth. Rather, finding the truth would concretize my belief on what the Genesis account claims to be. Is it literal or is it a mere metaphor to the reality and complexity of creation? When God said let there be this and that, was he referring to the mutation of this and that gene? God, who is all for order and design, could have also orchestrated creation in such order and design – much more than what the Genesis account can accommodate.

The catalyst for this thinking is the recent National Geographic documentary Human Ape. They presented various scientific studies on the similarities of humans and some ape cousins. Then they ended the documentary with the recently discovered genetic mutations which would account for the survival and proliferation of the human species. There is the mutation in the jaw muscle which created in humans a weaker jaw requiring a much less bone support from the skull thus enabling it to be smoother and less rigid in structure allowing for more expansion of the brain. The expansion of the brain is critical in the development of knowledge and social skills which are essential to human survival. Then as to speech there is the mutatin in a foxB gene which allowed for the coordination of tongue and lips to bring forth speech.

 

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No one knows the time or place

They say that in life we cannot be certain of anything. Even if we have our whole future or maybe just our day planned out, we still have to account for variable changes – things we cannot really foresee will happen. It can be as mundane as the sudden change in the weather – the sunny day becoming cloudy and oftentimes rainy (a common scene in a tropical country riddled with global warming) or it may be an unexpected job promotion or a pop quiz in class. Life is indeed full of uncertainties.

But one thing in life we can be certain of – and that is death. It may be a morbid topic for some, for some it may be taboo. No one alive really likes speaking about death, much less discussing it. It oftentimes bring many gloomy thoughts and some believe it disrespectful to be speaking of death amongst robustly alive individuals and all the more around ill ones.

The latest events in the lives of my friends – all from different social networks – has led me to consider that death is indeed an inevitable event in a person’s life. And as such one that merits much preparation. If we prepare for things which are uncertain – we study so hard in college but we are really uncertain if we can pass our dream medical or law school or maybe land our dream job – then all the more should we prepare for things which are certain in life – and as such our death.

I have seen friends who encountered sudden deaths in their families and they are suddenly at a lost on how to handle the death of their loved one. And I mean not just emotionally (although this is hard enough) but also financially and logistically (which I believe if one is not prepared is actually harder). Imagine the stress of having to decide on the coffin, on the wake services, on the burial manner – these are decisions hard to make if one is caught unprepared.

But more than the questions of how we would want our departed bodies treated on earth once we die, the more pressing question would probably be how we want our souls treated when we die. Now some may argue that there is no afterlife – that we vanish into thin air once our bodies cease breathing – but I beg to disagree. I believe in an afterlife – something far more glorious than this ruined habitat we call earth. So bear with me.

Now if we assume there is indeed an afterlife, how have we prepared our souls for it? Some would say, Oh I’ve been a really really good person here on earth – giving alms to the poor, not littering on the streets, saying kind words to people. I am good and I believe I deserve heaven. Or maybe some of us would say, Well I tried my best to live a good life here on earth, it’s up to God to decide where I’ll be. And even some of us would say, So what if I go to hell?

Can you see the various levels of uncertainties we have of our afterlife? So we are certain we would die – how we would die, we do not know. But we are uncertain what would happen afterwards.

I say that apart from the certainty of death, we can most be certain of what our afterlife would look like. That for me is one of the surest things we can have here on earth.

The afterlife is only two things: Heaven and Hell. They are real and certain places, very much opposite in character. Where in heaven there is eternal joy and prosperous living in the company of other people, in hell there is eternal torture and suffering – alone. Yes, in hell suffering is not in the company of other people but alone. So who would still want to go to hell?

Of course everyone would want to go to the place of bliss and joy. But how do you go there? It is easy to go to hell – live a sinful life and you are bound for eternal damnation. But heaven is a different thing. No amount of godly living will get you there. Contrary to popular opinion being good doesn’t merit a ticket to heaven. In fact no amount of good works will make the gates of heaven open wide for us.

So where does that place us? If we can’t get into heaven where do we go? There are only two destinations – it’s either one or the other. No gray areas.

The good thing about all this discussion of death and the afterlife is that there is a sure way for us to go to heaven. I am sure we all dream of heaven – I mean who dreams of going to hell? Or if we haven’t think about it, maybe we should start doing so, given all the deaths happening around us – open your eyes and look around and you’ll see dying people everywhere.

So what then is the ticket? *drum roll please*

Jesus and what he did on the cross.

Just that. Plain and simple. Believe in that single event two thousand years ago. Know it’s implication in our life. Accept his sacrifice. Pursue a personal relationship with a Personal Savior.

And you can be certain that your afterlife is well taken care of. All that’s left now is the logistics of your burial. *wink*

a blessing 10 months in the making

finally i have my very own brand new laptop. though i admit it takes
getting used to because of the very small keypad and screen but somehow
im able to manage. haha. like this was really meant for me.

i remember some 10 months ago during one of the execom meetings at
shakeys i was sharing how bad i felt because it seemed that the
promised laptop is so slow in coming..i mean i know God intends to
bless me and all pero bakit ang tagal sabi ko?? little did i know.

i visualized my faith. i verbalized it and when oppurtunity knocked i
actualized. i started working for the upcym alumni association known as
upcym acts and since they have an honorarium i took courage (proded
also by some people) and asked them for an advance in the form of a
laptop…and here it is..an asus 701..convenient..cute..yes not high
end but pwedeng pwede na..

grabe super thank you thank you Lord and all the people you used to
give me this..bless them!

para sa aking pinakamamahal…sana sagutin mo ako sa pamamagitan ng sulat din

mahal kita at alam kong alam mo yan

wala na akong ibang mamahalin pa ng ganito kundi ikaw lamang

kahit saan ako lumingon nakikita ko ang mga patotoo kung gaano kalawak ang iyong pag-ibig

saan ba ako pupunta para matakasan ang iyong pag-ibig? …. wala..wala akong mapupuntahan

subalit sadya mo akong sinasaktan

ako’y nasasaktan sa mga nangyayari..

mahal mo ako hindi ba..

may mga bagay nga talaga na tanging ikaw lng ang nakaka alam

na hihintayin ko pa ang takdang oras para malaman ko ang sagot sa aking tanong: bakit

bakit ganito?

at sa ngayon..tanging pag-ibig mo nlng ang bubuhay sa kin

magpapalakas ng aking loob na kayanin

ang mga bagay na di ko matanggap

mga katanungan na di ko masagot

mga sitwasyon na kahit naiisin ko hindi ko ma-control

alam ko andyan ka

naririning mo ko

ako ang tinitibok ng iyong puso

sana lng sagutin mo na ako

ang naguguluhan kong puso..isipan

mahal pa rin kita

di na yan magbabago

kahit ano pang unos ang dumating sa buhay ko

pag-ibig ko sa yo di na maglalaho

sapagkat sa akin sapat ng patotoo ng iyong pag-ibig

ng iaalay mo ang iyong buhay

ako’y makapiling lamang

shifting sands

shifting sands.

a house built indeed on such foundation is bound to crumble. sand shifts as the tide comes and goes. anything built on it is bound not to last for long. no one is foolish enough to build anything one intends to have for eternity on such fragile foundations as shifting sands. yet i must confess that my life has been built on such shaky foundations. my life. something i long to keep for eternity has too many shifting sands foundations. how many times have i heard myself say that i cannot possibly imagine life without so and so, without such and such. how many times have i thought to myself how life will be totally unbearable if i lost all those i hold dear to me. i have placed emphasis on them. too much emphasis im afraid. too much importance.

yet i cannot really imagine life without my family. or the life i’m living now. too often i wondered how Job handled it all when everything he had was taken away. yet he remained faithful to God. never wavering. what if my life is shaken by such.

would my life be found standing on solid rock foundation…

…or crumbled under shifting sands?