dream it. believe it. do it.

dream it. believe it. do it.

i was in singapore/malaysia for four days. nope i wasn’t on vacation. i was there courtesy of the company i work for – nuskin enterprises. it was a free business incentive trip. i got to stay at 5 star hotels, tour around the city and see some of its famous spots (well those that time allowed) and even buy some souvenir items though admittedly you really need lots of cash to shop in singapore. but the food (which was all free for us courtesy of the company) was so superb! it was great! grabe ang astig ng singapore. as in..ang linis ng buong
area nila. mahal nga lng mga bilihin kasi halos kapantay na ng sing
dollar ang us dollar.

pero more amazing than singapore was the conference that i attended.
as in super inspiring yung mga tao dun. i have met people as young as
me who has earned about a million us dollars in the span of one year
by sheer determination and hardwork. and best of all is that these
people are really friendly and down to earth. they are ever so willing
to teach you how they did it because they believe with every fiber of
their being that it is possible for you to achieve it so long as you
believe in the power of your dreams to motivate you to achieve the
greater things in life.

grabe! super ang galing nung conference. as in i learned a lot from
all these people. and i’m quite excited to reach the same level of
success as them. i may not be there yet but i know with certainty that
i’m getting there. and its not because i’m lucky or anything. but
because i believe it to be possible. and as our theme goes: DREAM IT.
BELIEVE IT. DO IT.

so guys believe in your dreams. no matter how impossible they may seem
or if no one else believes in you and everyone calls you crazy. they
say pangarap nlng daw ang libre sa mundo kaya kung mangangarap ka
malaki na. pero sino nagsabi na ang malalaking pangarap klngang
manatili na pangarap nlng??

DREAM IT. BELIEVE IT. DO IT.

I Am A Freak

yep i am.
what kind of a freak? A JESUS FREAK!

Last may 16-18 we taught a handful of kids how to be JESUS freaks. Unknown to us, especially to me, these kids would also teach me what it means to be a freak.

Just recently, a friend of mine told me “Acielle, christiano ka pala?” Ouch! That hurts. Why? As christians we are suppose to shine out Jesus in such a way na people would no longer wonder if Christiano ka ba talaga or hindi. Makikita na nila. Obvious na.

So what does it mean to be a Christian? To be a Jesus freak?

Simply put. It’s someone who’s not afraid to be a fool for Christ. To go out of one’s comfort zone proclaiming Jesus as the Risen Lord. The true God. The only Savior. It is someone who is not afraid to show what a personal and saving relationship with Jesus means.

So to all those reading this who still don’t know the Lord personally, you’re missing a very large part of your life. Jesus longs to be at the center of your life – to comfort you in times of trouble, to share in your moments of joy and happiness. Jesus loves you and cares so much for you. He wants to give you something that no one can ever give you – and that is ETERNAL LIFE IN HIS PRESENCE aka IN HEAVEN.

So what do you do? Either one of two things: accept his offer or reject it.

To accept simply say this short prayer:

Jesus, I also want to have you in my life to be my Lord and Savior. Please forgive me for my sins and help me live a new life in You. Come into my heart Lord Jesus. Amen

Then believe in your heart that He has entered your life.

For any questions, just send me an sms or an email.

May you all find the peace you’re searching for in this world. I pray to see you all in heaven someday.

JESUS LOVES YOU!

Re posted from Multiply
Original posting date: May 31, ’07 2:26 AM

the last few minutes

one of my blogs in friendster detailed the last few seconds of my internet access at some obscure shop. this is no different. my body aches. my muscles twitch. yet i face another sleepless night trying to finish up on my thesis proposal. such is college life. and i know i’ll be sad when the day comes that i must leave this phase in my life. college does have its ups and down. failing exams and your instructor mercilessly (or is it mercifully) giving you the chance to catch up by letting you run early am in some “fun” run..after a sleepless night (peace!)..i don’t think i’ll have the energy to do it.

all around me i hear the sounds of people playing computer games. where do they get the money??ah! may time is up.

adieu! (?)

frustrated

when i see you glance at me
when i feel you pass by me
my heart leaps
my breath stops
it’s corny i know
it’s a cliche for all i care
but it’s exactly what happens
it’s something i can’t deny
try as i must i can’t
i try to hide
i try to flee
i avoid your eyes
but they mesmerize me
i try to forget you
but i just can’t
it’s infatuation i know
but what if it’s love
oh please stop
i don’t want to
i can’t
why?
simply because..
i’m afraid..
and maybe so much more…

love for the nth time

why is it that everytime i feel the urge to publish something it concerns love?i said i’ll only stay for 30 mins. well it seems i’d be staying much much longer. for an hour maybe. oh well it can be worth it. it may be not.

love. as i said it consumes us. it engulfs us. it makes us. it breaks us.

yet we all seek for love. we want it. we crave for it.

somehow love without the proper rationalization will indeed break us. they say love with your heart but i say love with your mind. the heart lets you feel love but the mind keeps you out of its traps.

so at this point in time, i say love with your mind but don’t smolder the heart.

sent for thy spirit

When Jesus left this world to return to the father, he did not leave his disciples alone. Rather when he went he sent for the Holy Spirit to strengthen them. Well not only them but the rest of the believers that would also soon follow.

And it is this same Spirit that I asked God to sent to me. And he did. He gave me a gift. Something I didn’t even think of as a gift. It was there all along and yet I didn’t recognize it. I just hope he gives me affirmation. And oppurtunities.

JESUS ROCKS!

a-a-ay PAG-IBIG(corny ba?)

cia. so young. so inlove. really? then why the confusing train of thoughts? i love her. yet i know she must face the world on her own. i can’t protect her. i can’t shield her from the monstrosity of this fallen world.

love. the eternal word. brings joy. brings pain.

love. something i can’t fit in my sked. something that’s screaming to be fitted.

love. i want to ignore. but i can’t. it’s there. it’s in me.

like a temptation on the brink of success. like a temptation i should avoid. like a temptation i can’t fight.

love. love. love. when will it leave me? can’t it see i’m not ready? can’t it see i’m afraid. afraid to make the same mistakes. afraid to be so engulfed and forget wmy principles again.

that’s it. i’m afraid. afraid to face probably the best feeling i would ever know.

LOVE.

whatnot

i’m simply so busy this days that a portion of my life has no place in this realm. yet why is it that i long for that portion to be active?what stage am i going thru???why??why does it threaten to consume me??to burn me??ah..such pain such agony..i long to immerse myself in the life i created for my own..yet they threaten my peace..my existence..i long for it yet i’m afraid if i’m up to it…and what is this thing??this thing that run as i must i cannot avoid..hide as i will i cannot do..well simply it is this thing we call … LOVE

she

the first time she entered the room i knew it was her. there was that unmistakable smile in her face that eventhough i have only seen photos of her i knew i wasn’t mistaken. it was she.

there was the air of like i have known her for years. it was as if we were introduced a long time ago. i was tempted to ask her if she was “……” but i caught myself. i can’t blew my cover and let her know i knew her because of him.

she was friendly. funny. i can tell we clicked from the start. her sense of humor was refreshing. her friendliness exciting.

i can’t believe she hurt him. maybe she had her valid reasons. and maybe she didn’t really intend what she did.

there are two sides to every coin. just as there are two sides to this story.

and i intend to know both side.

the coin is standing up. both sides are equal.

i intend to enjoy her friendship. as well as his.

today(can’t think of a better title)

my head is actually throbbing..i’ve been awake since 4:30am..have endured the grueling commute from my place in LP to my school in QC..i have been subjected to the rigors of the tiresome enrollment..and i’m not sure i could endure more..yet i must..i must..

i still have some hang-ups from the logbook post of our dear org’s shakespeare..face it gal..you can never write as fluidly as him..you have your own individual style..

i really should rest..yet i can’t fathom why i am still in this cyber cafe..typing incessant words to this machine..maybe because i have a few hours to spare..maybe because i want to have a post at least per month and keep this alive..maybe because i simply want to rant..

today i have faced the thing i loved and have come close to losing..i have discovered it formed the core of my life in my school..it was part of me..something i can never part with..no matter how i tried..i miss them..yet i don’t want to see them..why?i dunno..i have no idea..maybe because of the crisis i face now..and because i don’t want to admit it to them..a classic tale of pride..yes..i am a prideful person..a prideful person indeed.

i love my org. yet ‘m afraid that that same love would bring me to ruins. the summer vacation has been more of a retreat for me. a retreat from the busyness of my college life. a time when i came to realize how stupid and erroneous my ways have been. i have indeed been caught up with the sudden freedom. making moves that i didn’t think about. making moves that i didn’t consider the consequences. but i vowed to be a better person. a better man. or woman.

i must put to good use my 4yrs of training in high school. i must reform. yet i’m scared that in the process of reformation i would discover that my org has made me a worse person. i don’t deny the things i’ve learned from it. yet i still can’t fathom how much of my delinquet ways was actually because of it.

i find myself more and more unable to defend my acts to my family..much more to myself. i’m really scared now. afraid to lose the things i most love.

its past nine. past my previous dorm’s curfew. i must leave. i can’t fully guarantee my companion and i’s safety.

i hope this sheds light to my actions this day.