Archive for the ‘ love bug ’ Category

missing you

I do miss blogging. I looked at the posts featured on my front page and I can see that the posts from last year are still there. About a year ago, the posts of last week would not even appear on the front page for so long. But now, I regret to say, that the [ READ MORE ]

ano raw?

tagal ko na hindi nag bblog. siguro dahil nakalimutan ko ulit bakit ba ako nagbblog. siguro dahil nahihiya ako mag blog kasi hindi ko nga matapos tapos un libro na dapat sinusulat ko ngayon. siguro nahihiya ako kasi magbblog ako eh ung cliente ko pa nmn na nagpapasulat sakin ng libro ay avid reader ng [ READ MORE ]

lovesick

this by far is the worst love sickness i have ever encountered. i have waited for him to be online for more than a day. i haven’t heard from him in almost 48 hours. and during that span of time, i have cried and debated and thought and prayed about what i feel for him. [ READ MORE ]

installing updates 2 of 3

This will be one of those general posts where I write everything in one single post. *** For the past days, my blog stats have hit an all time high. Thanks to two posts. But the creepy thing is, there are no comments, no referrers even. I am at a lost as to who are reading them. [ READ MORE ]

processing

Wait. I have to process things. Process for me, in this context, would be to blog. Blog about this. Yet for once I am at a lost where to begin writing. I keep thinking I have not made an update since the last time and a lot has happened (we had a blackout for 2 [ READ MORE ]

love is really irrational

Sigh. Again, I should be writing, given the couple of articles with impending deadlines. But I am just too sleepy writing about the topics currently assigned to me. So I decided to give in to my urge and look up his profile once more. This will be another love rant post. Much as I try to [ READ MORE ]

TLW Rocks!

May bf ka na? Ito na ata ang tanong na paulit ulit kong narinig sa buwan na to. Mas madalas ata akong natanong ng tanong na to kaysa mga tanong gaya ng: San ka na ngayon? Anong trabaho mo? Grad ka na ba? Nakakasawa na. Ni hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses ko na tong [ READ MORE ]

ramblings of a restrained heart

I hope but I do not expect. For who am I to expect when there is no right given for expectations. I hope but I do not expect. For who am I in his eyes but a mere stranger – nobody in particular and everybody in general. I hope but I do not expect. For to expect [ READ MORE ]

is it really worth it?

Is it indeed worth it? To love someone only to lose that person? Are the tears shed, the pain felt, the heartbreak and emotional turmoil enough to compensate for those moments of joy you’ve shared with the person who now is no longer within your midst or inside your heart? Is the eventual parting worth [ READ MORE ]

ack. what kind of post is this?

Sometimes I can’t help but think how an aimless blundering fool I have become. I know who I am and I know what people see in me. Yet also I know the shadow that haunts me. And sometimes, I feel that that shadow is so huge and it will soon engulf me. Again, I discovered or [ READ MORE ]